working with yt people and even some poc can be really infuriating
like when a server asks me how “ghetto” a table is because they’re black and i have to laugh like i thought it was funny
and when i get told i’m too brown by very light latinos who think dark skin is disgusting
it just kills me a little bit
and when i say something to my manager she says “i dont think you’re too dark!!” oh okay what exactly is too dark. i cannot.